Sunday, October 08, 2006
i stood there with the sun shining on my back.. looking upon my own long shadow due to the orange setting sun.. i felt loneliness.. the feeling aint good.. daunted upon myself tht i'm alone.. in this huge and wide world.. for a moment.. i felt alone.. the breeze blowing upon my face.. the sounds of the tides crashing upon the shores.. i knew it.. its the place.. somewhere i can find my ownself.. a place to let me able to reach out to my deep within.. i was talking.. in my mind.. with another ' ben ' living deep within me.. the true , real ben.. i talked to him.. myself..
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
What a feeling!